screwed no matter what....

Hey ya'll. I am so tired of sitting places by myself while everyone else seems to be having a wonderful time. Why does it seem everyone else has a life except me? Even other mothers do more than I do... This sucks... I'm sick of making plans and then they get ruined somehow. Like the person I have plans with doesn't show up. Am I really that boring that no one wants to hang out with me? Am I seriously that bad!?  I dont understand it... EVERY time! grrrr... I'm so tired of it.... its really starting to piss me off. I'm done being sad and upset about it, now I'm pissed. Just because I have kids doesnt mean I shouldnt have a life.... maybe I should just forget about friends and doing anything with them ever again. I guess.